My mother tell me I'm crazy inside
Prozac prescription prescribed
Another lie from the media
You're feeding me thoughts on life
about how freedom is just a medium
So tell me what'd be easy,
cause the hardest part I'd be living
Being black barely grieving,
grievances going out to the victims
We lost the season, shit, end of the year
I'd be lucky I made the weekend
Everything that still happens
always happens for a reason
But just because that's a theory
don't mean I have to believe it
I see shit, I'm like fucking,
sometimes I hate who I'm loving
Selective with my hearing
cause most of the time I'm stubborn
Judging hoes by appearance,
attention whores out in public
Shaking something for nothing
in hopes to leave with the budget
never backed out for trouble,
Promise Lord I've been working
on patience and conversation
Come along with this life
and this life ain't nothing
This life I swear not wasting,
I need that paper, my nigga
With a love, too many hating, my nigga
when everyone faking, my nigga
Never been ungrateful, my nigga
I swear I'm takin' my nigga
Get it right, y 'all mistaken, my nigga
This life we livin', this issue matter
A time before my time matters
Fuck it, don't know what that is
I do what's above the average
To help them realize I have it
They comment on shit that's stagnant
I never been known for slackin'
imagine something from nothin'
Them snakes done killed off their trust
That loyalty deep in ditches
bet you couldn't move inches
Wearing my britches, nigga
This that fake shit, a picture
behind your peripheral visions
Number 15 split up in three digits
Bando jumping like a gymnast
Loss of fire in your trellises
People who just beginning
They never been good with hearing
Might just learn what you
Actually matters in life like a chemist,
This life I swear not wasting my nigga
I need that paper my nigga
when everyone faking my nigga
Never been ungrateful my nigga
I swear I'm taking my nigga
Get it right, y 'all mistaken my nigga