You don't even know the half
Man I been in and outta trouble
Spoiled rotten, dead fresh,
I got two uncles, Quint and Man,
and they keep me straight
7 or 8, I'm countin money while
My daddy send me clothes and always
I say, "Aight," but still I'm feelin
They sendin letters home from school,
Then I started rebellin, began
After school I hear my mama holla,
I say "Aight ma, but look,
Started interactin wit fiend
Now my mama findin rocks in my socks,
Like damn, why do trouble
But on the real, it ain't even have to be like this,
I still ain't forgave myself
Ay, what I am today, I made myself
But I still ain't forgave myself
I still ain't forgave my self
I still ain't forgave myself
At 14 man, thought I knew everything
I'm slangin slabs, trappin hard,
huh, the motor blew in 30 days
Hardheaded man I ain't listen to anything
I'm right and I got plenty game
Besides, why I need school?
well, I guess I'mma be trappin mama
But hey I promise I'mma make
I'mma get us out this hood and off
School just a white man game,
At 16, here's my introduction
Blue lights behind me, damn,
Cause I got 2 pounds of weed
I'm guessin everything'll be
aiight if I just keep it cool
what ya mean why I ain't in school
Can you search the car? Yea
but, I rather that you didn't
Besides it's just a waste of your time
cause ain't nothin' in it
(Laugh) I guess that's when I seen,
When stuck in a place wit freedom I
I still ain't forgave myself
Ay, what I am today, I made myself
But I still ain't forgave myself
Guess these the chances ya take,
when dealt the cards I was dealt
But I still ain't forgave myself
I still ain't forgave myself
Outta all the niggas I was wit when I was doin wrong
3 in the fed, 1 doin life,
Knew there was more to life than sellin
But what's the good in knowin'
better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin
get in the car let 'em live shawty
You'll probably get locked up,
and I'll probably have a deal shawty
I'm just telling ya like it is shawty
Coulda told Endae, Quint,
and Kern, man ya covers blow
Leave that country town alone,
yall need to come back home
I just feel like if I was wit 'em
They woulda never got killed
Seem like I coulda done mo',
Why all my partners gotta
be dead or in the fed fo'?
All the time, I just wish that yall
Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream
And even though they say I can't
I still ain't forgave myself
For all the mistakes made
I still ain't forgave myself
What I am today, I made myself
But I still ain't forgave myself
I still ain't forgave myself
But I still ain't forgave myself
I still ain't forgave myself
Guess this the chance that you take,
when dealt the cards I was dealt
But I still ain't forgave myself
Yea, for anybody who ever
Anybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me,
This song is dedicated to everybody
shawty, but when you get out
its gone be on again ya know what I'm sayin
And we ain't gotta worry bout goin to
Ya know what I'm sayin, Cern, Quint,
Endae, yall gone get out man
Bankhead, J- rue, I'm sorry man,
we gone ball again shawty, open the gates let me in
We gone ball. J- Rue man I know money ain't
I still ain't forgave myself
sorry I ain't graduate but
Hell we rich now it don't matter.
It don't matter either, yall back
You betta not do the same shit I did
Or Im'ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass