Am I no longer wanted,
and am I just a burden?
My thoughts are growing weary
That I'll never know for certain
Am I a worn out body?
Am I running out of time?
Am I raining down my choices made
That were never mine?
I've been living this illusion
I've been wearing myself thin
I've repressed my own aggression
I just feel like keeping it
Things won't aggravate and fade in
It's not a bad replacement
For every fucking hope taken by the rope
That is held in your complacence
These memories are shaded
Does your absence leave me vacant?
These fault lines you've created
Are the root of my displacement
You've given up on me
I'm not the man I need to be
I'm the mark of my family tree
Can I remain the victim's seed?
You
I'm not asking for forgiveness
These faults are mine to live with
I made the bed, I rested
And this is my acceptance
I'm not asking for forgiveness
These faults are mine to live with
I'm trying to write a letter to me
I need to build a mattress
I'm trying write a letter to me
This is my existence
I'm to write a letter to me
I need to live
To rid myself
Of everything
This bitterness
Has haunted me
This life I live
Is mine to keep
This is my acceptance,
I'm finally at peace
This is my acceptance,
I'm the man I want to be
This is my acceptance,
I'm finally free
I'm finally free
I'm finally free
I'm finally free
I'm finally free
You