but it tastes like medicine
I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
I still creep on your gram, oh
See you with you and your man, oh
and see the pictures you deleted
Like the history ain't happened,
Getting back is insanity,
Momma said we need counseling,
but I can 't reason with the terrorists
Ain't no pumpkin turnin' in the can
Just you create a narrative
People ask me where she been
Santa packin' now she's livin'
Back out at her parents crib
Fight, break up, we f**k,
Been to friends and tell them
This the last time I'm for real
You text me then the next thing you know
Pull up, you in the backseat
Thinkin' this will help us heal
because I changed the code
Now you can toast to the love
but it tastes like medicine
I never had love, so I learned to settle
But I guess I never thought
And now I'm free, I'm free
An d now I'm free, I'm not free
Back on the why didn't you text me
Back on the s**t I was busy
Back to us raising our voices
Back on that nobody's listening
Back to those horrible choices,
back on you moving back home
Cause I would rather live in hell,
than get comfortable sleeping alone
Back to that lying deception,
Back on that well she don't do it,
and I know that somebody else will
You cheated, I cheated, you cheated,
the dirt that you've done
And the secrets that we swept
That are gonna die with us
And I should've cut the ties
That I finally gave up on the scissors
if we both lie to ourselves
That isn't selfish, that isn't commitment
I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in
I'm to it all and ignoring it
In circles, not noticing,
I know got that bad love,
but it tastes like medicine
so I learned to settle quick
I guess I never thought I had
4.7
