Buy a new apartment,
couple roads for my life
Hope it separates me from
my future and my past
The walls look kind of shabby,
but location is ideal
At least that's what they tell me
over cocktails and a meal
But I know I'm fading
again
I'll buy the latest telly and
shiny bright new sheets
I'll start drinking juices,
eating latest plant -based meats
Maybe a new lifestyle is really what I need
At least that's what I've
seen and heard on my big
TV
But I know I'm fading
again
And it gets worse
Every other day
Where's these curves
That's getting in my way
Does it hurt
Like any other pain
Feels unhurt, uneasiness remains
I'll chip away my teeth just to
get that perfect smile
spend a couple hours in the
morning getting styled
I guess that's just what
everybody else is gonna do
If I do it all then you can
say you never knew
That I know I'm fading again
Be a perfect man or on
my death I'll stand my trial
At least that's what my priest told
me back when I was a child
But all that time thinking
that never ending
Sunday church
How could my
God sit there and send me down to burn
I know I'm fainting again
It gets worse every other day
Why's this curse is getting in my way?
Does it hurt like any other pain?
Feels unheard when easiness remains