Oh, here I go again, funny
How I make the same mistake, honey
I lost control, I played the role
Of a put -together woman
and I've had it
I know how it sounds when I say it
I should know better by
the number of my HR
But I lost control, I played the role
Now I don't know what's reality
You're acting, it's a complex
Imposter syndrome up to the max
You wanna break but
you've been driving
Foot on the gas
And then suddenly you're spiraling
just like that
I don't know how everything
turned out so unplanned
Tell the other half of me
I'm breaking up the band
One minute I'm all in
an d the next I wanna stop
I'm sick from the emotions,
damn, this life is such a heartthrob
Ooh, heartthrob
Ooh, it makes my heart throb
Ooh, heartthrob
Back up, yeah, I need a little space here
My thoughts are taking up
the atmosphere
They go so high when I get down
I don't feel myself, I see a silver lining
It's a complex
Imposter syndrome up to the max
You wanna pick, but
you've been driving
Put on the gas
And then suddenly you're spiraling
Just like that
I don't know how everything
Turned out so unplanned
Tell the other half of me
I'm breaking up the band
One minute I'm all in it
The next I wanna stop
I'm sick from the emotions
Damn, this life is such a heartthrob
Heartthrob
And it's my heartthrob
Heartthrob
Heartthrob
Heartthrob
And it's my heartthrob
Heartthrob
Oh, oh, oh