I
think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy,
losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm going under
I hit the drink and wonder
Is it me next to go, but nobody knows
I got these insane thoughts
Flowing through my brain parts
Go ing to the tame parts
To explain the pain that my brain saw
My frame fought for 21 years to ratify
That is why nothing less than success will
satisfy battle cries from the streets
filled with creeps
my dreams got me trippin
seeing white sheets in my sleep
never ri diculed by fools in schools
but i still pack it busy tools for
fools with dizzy rules
so if he moves that means
i'm on cloud nine for brothers
that crowd mine don't
i'm looking down kind
from beyond the rhymes
and from beyond the death
from beyond what's mines
and from beyond what's left bullets
spraying brothers play out
forget them triggers
i figured a plan for all my homies
to have a way out
And I'ma stay out until I
decide to go back
Forget rise, that's tow back
like blows to the brown sack
I'm down black from my town,
grack bruise it
Have to smell it when I sell it,
never had to use it
But don't abuse it,
cause it becomes fundamental and essential
That's just the signs
of when you start los ing it
I think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy,
losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm going un der
I hit the drink and wonder
is it me next to go
But nobody knows
I think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy,
losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm going under
I hit the drink and wonder
Is it me next in code?
But nobody knows
The streets have embodied me
With the tactics of dactylology
Gotta be secretive
Cause Pope hose is deep and kid
I keep it here till I
hit the street corners
Glock on, un locked with
shots in my socks
Rocks, you know I got em
But this is strictly valley
Dipping through them alleys
My stash and cash I tally
up the street
There's a rally for a lick went
down in Cali
Picket and signs, they thinkin' of mine
Actin' loud, wild and rowdy
But how these brothers keep testin' me
I won der why they stressin' me
But I hit the bless for effervescency,
never me
Should I see nerds with my third eye?
Words of herbs kick to the curbs
Absurds die, birds fly by
As I'm troopin' up the block,
I hear them shootin'
Hootin' and tootin',
bootin' off them rocks
Includin' a couple of knocks
So I don't get vented
Don't wanna get hung
by my nerve endings
Maybe I'm losing it
I think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy
Losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm going un der
I hit the drink and wonder
Is it me next to go?
But nobody knows
I think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy
Losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm going un der
I hit the drink an d wonder
Is it me next to go?
But nobody knows
Kickin' back,
snapped by my nerve endings
My perv friend Benz rose up
so we can get toe up
My mind stayed deteriorating,
don't wanna cave in
Knew a couple of kids that gave in,
they ain't been the same since
Lampin', smokin' taps
and actin' crazy
Debruted in the streets
and creeps better get swazy
Get brooded in your cheeks,
blood leaks and if you're lazy
We shootin' up the week
and the meek pass through maybe
So who the hell wanna test the best?
Got my name
cause my game's affiliated with death
But stress is what I thrive on
Cause I survive long nights
and gunfights
That's why I stay high on
And givin' flatlines to stack mines
Cause they got crack
sales of black crimes
Stay straight in these whack times
But I ain't listenin'
Cause my rings is glistenin'
And can't get a grip from them
So they come up missin' when
They in the jungle
No place for the humble
Get stung like bumblebees
Cause bullets come through trees
Now they bumpin' in the fed tank
Bluffin' for nothin',
cause they wanna see a head shrink
Damn, that's what they
get for misusin' it
But I hit the drink again
Heh heh, you know, cause I'm losin' it
Man, it's hard to keep your
head on straight, bruh
You know?
I think I wanna die today
I'm goin' crazy
Losing my mind anyway
Every time I'm goin' under
I hit the drink and wonder
Is it me next to go?
But nobody knows
I think I wanna die today
I'm going crazy,
it's in my mind anyway
Every time I'm going un der,
I hit the drink and wonder
Is it you next to know?
But nobody knows
I think I wanna die today,
I'm going crazy
I think I want to die today,
I'm going crazy
I think I want to die today,
I'm going crazy
I think I want to die today,
I'm going crazy
I'm losing my mind anyway
Yeah, give me some of this Hennessy,
you know?
You can do this shit.