Uh, honestly I like it better
when my back's to the wall
That's how I know they
can't stab it
Stay faded cause I'm jaded
and just a little bit jagged
Honestly never had shit,
that's why I'm prone to the bragging
Cause most of the time when
I want something
the world just says I can't have it
It's okay, I guess I'll figure it out
I didn't expect to live to 20 man,
I figured I'd drown
But ay, I'm here without a plan,
I guess I'll stick to this route
The quiet introvert
feels like a little bitch in a crowd
And if I die before I wake,
I pray the universe cares
I had a dream when I was young,
in it I fell down the stairs
And I'm still climbing back up,
just to say I did it
Middle fingers to the skeptics,
should've trusted my vision
I wonder, wait, am I destined to walk alone?
I take a hero's journey,
my destination unknown
I used to be organic,
my heart is more like a stone
When niggas call asking forgiveness,
I don't pick up the phone
Damn, don't let the
present hold you back
I left it dead,
like there's no gravity
No gravity, no gravity,
no gravity
Ah, baby, I know
The day is dawning
Wait a minute, has this fallen?
Come back to me, come back to me
Don't come back to me, to me,
to me, to me, to me
Mic check, mic check
I wasn't born to work,
I wasn't born to be a king
I didn't choose to be alive
until I don't exist for free
Cathedrals and castles of sand
and testaments of greed
It seems my strokes
of luck are random
and I'm punished for good deeds
What is the worth of this soul?
What is the price to pay to be here
when they cry when I go?
All my work I rip, be treasured,
love to treat it as gold
Lavender, how it's seeming to me
There's more to see beyond
the tree
than sleeves, see, so I mean
A perfect portrait that I
chase with a brush
It's hard to start,
it's hard to tell when I'm done, yeah
My fingers tremble, I can't pick up the brush
I used to love, I used to say it is fun, yeah
End up beyond, I see it as such
Try committing,
hard to breathe when I run, yeah
I count my days and do it one by one
To live and die by the blade,
pen, mic, and a gun
Just have fun