I'm finding this hard to
keep breathing
Cause I'm drained
I can't find my good feelings
Water falling from my eyes,
nothing left to satisfy
But I chose you, yeah
I chose you
I've been growing up at night
I can see you taking my,
my joy too
Yeah, my joy too
I'm finding this hard to
keep breathing
Cause I'm drained,
I can't find my good feelings
Water falling from my eyes
There's nothing left to satisfy
But I chose you
Yeah, I chose you
Then you call me late at night
Tell me there's another life
That wants you
And my joy too
I don't believe you
The calm from the distance
But I know I'm falling through you
Blindfold the feeling
Cause I won't be living
But I know I'm coming back to
If I wake up in Portland
The water flows different
And I will be coming back too
I will be feeling open -sided this year
I know I'm coming back soon
Cause I don't believe you,
the calm from the distance
But I know I'm falling through you
I'm finding this hard
to keep breathing
Cause I'm drained,
I can't find my good feelings
If I wake up in Portland,
the water falls different
And I will be coming back too
Cause I'm drained,
I can't find my good feelings
I will be feeling open side of history
I know I'm coming back soon
Cause I'm drained,
can't find my good feelings